#2 - Ain't Nuttin' to It, But to Do It!

This whole higher-vibration soul journey started for me back in May of 2023. I was on a chemotherapy drug called Vectibix. It sounds like some sort of math problem, doesn't it? Vectibix is a great chemo for colon cancer, and it was doing the job of keeping my damaged DNA from multiplying. There is just one problem. Vectibix gives you an acne-like rash on your face, and don't you dare go in the sun because your face will look like hamburger meat. But don't worry, the doctors said, when you get the face rash, the chemo is working. Cool, huh? It's especially awesome when you live at the beach, and that's most of what everyone does in the summer...go to the beach & bask in the sun. What would I do all summer while all my friends were playing at the beach? I had no idea, but the winds of WTF were already a-flowing.

One of my best friends is working towards getting her Master's Degree in Transcendental Meditation (TM). She was always working on me to start. All you have to do is pull all stimulation from your consciousness and focus on a mantra of your choice, for twenty minutes, twice daily. If you have a thought, acknowledge it, then let it go. Go back to your mantra. Give it a mere 8 weeks, and blood pressure can be lowered, pain reduced, anxiety, and cholesterol put in check, just to name a few things. It's also possible to heal yourself. With damaged DNA in my body, where do I sign up?

Certain sounds or tones can be used to help your mind achieve that transcendental state of TM and my friend brought over this small electric drum one day in May 2023. She showed me how to use the drum, and instinctively, I took over and started to play the same notes over and over. All of a sudden, I stopped and looked up at her. I had full-body chills, and the frequency in my ears changed. Throughout my entire life, this has happened to me sporadically, and it only means one thing...the Spirits were here.

I looked up at my friend, and said, "You're probably about to think I'm crazy, but there are Spirits with us right now...a LOT of them," and explained to her what was going on with my senses. Her eyes opened wide, and she exclaimed, "I have goose-bumps all over too. What is happening?" Honestly, I had no clue what was occurring. Don't get me wrong, I've had run-ins with ghosts, felt premonitions that had come true, and communicated with Spirits, but never like this...not all at once. It's like the Spirit world formed a gang to come after me! The Spirits then started to scream at me, "Tell her it's OK, tell her it's OK. Tell her. Tell her. TELL HER!" So I did. Her eyes welled up with tears. She knew the exact meaning of the message. It was a message of love from the ancestors known and unknown to her, given to her at the exact time she needed to hear it.

The Spirits then said to me, "Now do we have your attention?" I looked at my friend and apologized, "I'm sorry, but they're calling me to meditate...like, right now." You see, we were in the middle of a lightning storm, and apparently, Spirit uses that energy to communicate more clearly. She said, "Oh no, I feel it. I sense that I am being pushed out of your house. Go meditate now!". So, off I went.

I went back to my bedroom to lie down and closed my eyes. I gave some hefty inhales and exhales to calm myself. Almost immediately, I felt my body weightless. Concentrating on receiving their message, here is what they told me, "We know, that you know, we have always been with you. We are tired of you being too afraid to give people our messages because you think people will think you're crazy. Get over yourself, and let go of your Ego. It's getting in the way! We have work to do and messages to give, so again, get over yourself."

They were right. I knew from a small child that I wasn't alone, I have always felt the presence of Spirit, and they have given me messages for people. Fearing people would think I was nuts, I would often say things like, "You know, I had a dream about you the other day...". Chicken shit. Or sometimes, even worse, I would keep it to myself. Too scared to say anything, I would watch as premonitions would come true. Sometimes I might have been able to stop something bad from happening. I hate when people suffer, and hate it more if I could have helped.

Well, I certainly wasn't going to find out what happened if I didn't do what was asked of me! But, the only way I have directly communicated with Spirit was with divining rods (some people call them dowsing rods). I didn't have any, so I went to the local crystal/tarot card/magic shop. Well, guess what? They didn't have any either. So I did something I almost never, ever do, I asked for help.

A beautiful woman was working there, and I told her what was up. She didn't even flinch as I told her the story. Nothing in her eyes said this woman is nuts, so I immediately liked her. She told me her name was Fox, and typically doesn't work there, but was helping out the owner. Fox told me that she reads people's Spirit Animal, and I was like, cool, I didn't even know that was a thing! She said, "I have the thing just for you," and took a box of Unicorn Oracle cards from the shelf. She opened the box and showed me how to use them. Pull 3 cards. The first one is where someone is in life, the second is where they're headed, and the third is how they'll get there. Fox also recommended that I get a pendulum to communicate with Spirit. I purchased the cards, a pendulum, and a book about Marie Laveau, the Voudou Queen of New Orleans. I waved goodbye to my ego, and my soul journey commenced. You're going to be amazed at where it took me. Ain't nuttin' to it, but to DO IT!